see, here's the thing, i sort of "came out" as a witch maybe a year ago. i say came out because i've always known that this is the path for me. but lately life has gotten in the way as it has a tendancy to do. between work, home/married life and dealing with my bi-polar on a daily basis i haven't made time for studies. but these past few weeks i've been feeling the ill effects of not following my path. so i'd like to start studying again but don't know where to start. i don't entirely feel comfortable with books on wicca because i feel wicca is a full religion and i don't want to go down that path. i want to find my own way. i've found that when i follow my instincts i'm headed in the right direction. but i have no tools and that's what i need. think like an earth witches reference. not a cookbook, but the tool used to create recipies.
does this make sense? i hope so. and i hope someone here can point me in some direction because right now i'm feeling very stuck.